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April 12, 1996

Melancholy

Laughing seems pointless to me these days
But how I can laugh when I can't even smile
Right now a smile would crack
The delicate porcelain of my entire being
(If I keep these thoughts up
They'll surely take me away)

Insanity

in • san • i • ty
My mind is cracked and broken
I lose a piece here and there
They keep tumbling out my ear
Don't ask me what this means
I have a pretty while jacket
Those two men gave to me
It keeps me warm
But makes me scream
All my friends ended up leaving me
But I found new ones
My friends are in my head
Those kinds of friends never leave

I, Malkavian

cracked and broken
shattered and split
this is your brain
this is your brain on life
any questions?
mentally imbalanced
no, you're not insane
just a little crazy
lost my brain
gone insane
when i sit and laugh
people stare
what, don't the walls
talk to you?
hi, occifer
take me stoned
i'm home