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June 23, 1994

Obsession

Only in love with him
Beside him I wish to be
Seconds feel like minutes
Except when I'm watching him
Seemed like a knife through my heart
Seeing him with that other girl
I hope he remembers me
Once he breaks up with her
Now I'll just wait until its my turn

Crack!

Crack!
A hit on the head
Who am I?
Where am I?
Why is everything so tall?
Why do I feel so low?
There's stairs over there
I don't remember stairs
Okay, let's walk over to them
Step ... step ... step ... step ...
Hold up!
Something is wrong!
I look down
Ahhh!
Fur, four legs and a tail?!
Where's a mirror?
I remember
Yes! She left the door open
There's the mirror
Ahhh!
I'm Nikki! I'm my cat!
How in the world?
I don't understand
Let's go back into my room
Jump up on the bed
There I am
So, how the Hell am I in Nikki's mind?
This must be a dream
I'm just going to wake myself up
There I go, I'm sitting up
Stretch! Yawn!
Now I should say,
"Morning, Nikki!"
Then I should be in my own body
My mouth's opening, and ...
"Meow!"

June 17, 1994

Premeditated Murder

Criminally insane
That's all nothing more
Maybe its not even that bad
Maybe just a bit psycho
Maybe not at all

I didn't mean to kill him
Call it...
...Jealous rage
But he really shouldn't have kissed my cat

Maybe he shouldn't have said
My cat kissed better than I did

I didn't do much
In fact it was my cat that killed him
You don't believe me?
Do you think I could have caused
Those millions of tiny
Little, jagged scratches?

But I gotta admit
I did rip out his heart
And shove it down his throat

That's all

The police didn't believe me
When I said my cat did it
Actually I think he did
After she scratched his leg

Wait
I have a visitor
You will wait, won't you?

I'm being released

They're charging my cat with
Premeditated murder

June 8, 1994

The Dream

A romantic scene

A roaring fire
In a slate stone fireplace

Two lovers entwined on a couch

She kisses him softly
With everlasting love

He kisses back with wild passion

Everything is forgotten in the minds

The fight earlier
Where the neighbors called the police
Thinking someone was being murdered

The name calling is forgotten
Along with the threat of locking her up
Because she tried
To cut off his "manhood"

Slowly and gently
He starts to unbutton her shirt
It slides off one shoulder
And he starts to kiss her...

"Nikk!"

... Neck and shoulder ...

"Nikk, wake up!"

Huh?
Desk?
Bright light?

I look up and around

School?!

Damn!
It was just a dream!